sometimes some people make you feel different
I don't know something they say and they just touch your heart and open your mind
but I don't mean a kind of stupid love or something like this
A teacher did so to me
You all know about the important golden time of the pre- university grade and how this year effects your feature and life
and during this period any thing which makes your mind busy is destructive to you
so you really want to use the classes and avoid any time wasting and just stick to your studies
but you see some teachers just talk about the things out of UEE subject
I don't know some moral issues or some scientific things which that time just you want to kill yourself not to hear them
so you can't avoid listening to them and you can't escape the class
the only thing can be done is just listening to them
but by the time passes
the UEE is done
you see you made a mess and you have to just redo the exam and although yo studied a lot and you canceled any parties and fun things that you could do
you just can't wait to see if you can be accepted by any universities by your score and after thinking a lot you see the only way is the next year
and you feel nothing
how stupid you are
you see your friends happy and satisfied with the exam and their programming for they summer to spend it inn the best way and their feature is clear just because they did good and counting days to go to university
but you...you are counting days to die... to be killed '''to
and you remember those things that teacher said
those days they were meaningless to you but now
they should be written on gold
you massage to your teacher
tell her you missed her
you ask of her feelings
you feel happy
but know
like taking revenge
she asks
how did you do on exam
and you have no answers to type
by thinking crying
you say that you are going to redo it
and you tell her when she said things now you get what were them
but she says oh thanks
you actually wanted to feel better by massaging her
but now you are a big loser
you feel this way
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